The last few days have been difficult. There are so many decisions that have to be made. I feel like (as a single mom) I lack the balance that having a partner in this adventure would have to offer. I try to picture God as my partner now- together we will raise Katie. Despite that image, I still feel so inadequate.
I found this song tonight. I never heard it before. It is exactly what I need. I keep playing it over and over.
"And I will worship You, Lord, only You, Lord. And I will bow down before You, Only You Lord.
Take my fret, take my fear. All I have, I’m leaving here. Be all my hopes, be all my dreams. You're my delight, my everything."